So there's this GUY!!!!

"WELL HE'S NO-WUN NEW!!"

We were together for a while, but we broke up for a couple of reasons, I really care about him, well I really still LOVE him.He may have messed up pretty badly but he still made me feel wonderful.I hope we can work things out because I dont know if I wanna be with anyone else.I remember when I used to feel this way about the boy I went out with for a long time when I first moved to georgia, but im over him now and loving it.Now I get to give someone else my all and show that I love them unconditionally.I keep making the biggest mistake though, Im too tough and I listen to my friends, well that over.Im not listening to them when I know that in reality that guy truely feels the same about me and he's a GOOD guy.We may work things out soon and I wont let anyone mess that up for me.If we arent ment to be then I will move on to the next guy in line. Cus im not going to beat myself up about it if I know that we gave it another shot.He made me soo happy, we played by his rules n mine.Everything was 50/50 like a normal relationship should go.AHH HE WAS MY PERFECT BOO!!!

Song of the Night:Tynisha Keli-My everything!!

*NEGLECTEDD!

Why Doo I Feel This Way??



I feel as if my family,friends, and others;Are All failing to relize I DO HAVE FEELiNGS! Its like one day everythings all GOOD at home, and the next Im like ready to leave. Im so tired of feeling this way, why cant you guys just love me and except me for who iam. And my friends OMG, we have problems like married couples at times. WHAT SENSE DOES THAT MAKE??? We should be able to solve our problems faster, if we are really friends. We fight over things like MONEY, BIRTHDAYS, CHRISTMAS, & NEW YEARS!! But if we are tryna have a good time together then we should all make a sacrifice for our friendship RIGHT!! Then there's the mate/lover/boyfriend/husband/ friend with benefits/whatever you wanna call that significant other in your life.I have those right?? But why is it that we go through most of our days fighting about, us not being in a relationship when really we act more like a couple than anything. We have more good days than bad, so why shouldnt we make "This Thing" OFFICIAL!!You act as if its a bad thing to be in a relationship, so when I do what I think is right, you get all weird on me...(You act like you care!!)If you do why cant you just tell me?? Im so tired of putting my all into someone and they dont see they have a "DARN GOOD WOMAN" in front of them.Ive shown you that,"Im here for you baby,Im willing to be your ride or die;Mann your other half boo."

Song Of The Night:Trey Songz-Neighbors Know My Name!

Memphis,Tn (TEN-A-KEY!)

OMG! HOW i LOVE & MiSS YOU SOO!

Im at a point in my life....where i think about the GOOD ol days.The days when i used to hang out with my friends after skool and go to the CANDY LADY! Boy those where the times. I miss how I was able to be truely myself. I didnt have to change soo that people wouldnt discuss;how they thought I was ghetto or country. Im a mature YOUNG woman that wants to be able to do as she pleases. I remember when I was able to say phrases like, "Bruh yu so GREEN!" and "Aye FOOL, wur yo shawty at?". Now i've had to switch it up. Im okay with the change to a certain extent.Im also thinking about how I was on my JORDAN game stronger. Im a true shoe feen, that was able to get shoes all the time. But in Georgia I swear they suck when it comes to shoes.People at school be like man I LOVE YOUR SHOES and WHEN THEY COME OUT?...Dude these shoes came out months ago or last year but i dont wear them alot. Its hilarious. Then OMG dont let me get on these people with fake shoes on they feet;EWWWWWW lls. But anywhoo I also miss my first love "Pookie" baby.My first kiss..."Bradley"=hmmm. Ohhh and i'll never forget my girls Samantha & Kavonda.I love all of my memphis memorys but I think the best time ever was when, I went out with Qua from the Bay! and my majjorette days.

I miss my home town so much!! Im a MEMPHiAN till god sends me to HEAVAN!!!
Song of the Night:Lil Wayne-Single(no ceilingz)!!

Fakers Must Go!!

It's Time 4 You All To Be Deleted!

It seems like over the past year, i've gained alot of friends, but half of yall aint real.I dont really NEED you. So it's time I delete you from my "LIFE".Im getting to old to be hangin around fakers mann. It's been 17 years, and every year i've had to drop hella people.Either they asking me of too much, or they never have my back. Im always there for my friends, in various ways. It's like people just find a way to hurt me on purpose. Im so sickk n tired of it, seriously. Then it's the same with certain guys im waiting on yu, but yu not lookin for wat im lookin for so yu waste my time and energy. Im not in the mood for no games, i've never been the one to like things like that. Some of my friends havient relized I actually remember almost everything. Like I'll pay for someone's way somewhere and they say,"Ima pay yu back" and they never do. What if I just left yu stranded with my money in my pocket. Imagine that!! B/c i'v been left there to many times by people so it's time I let out that mean and evil bxtch inside me. You people are hilarous really, its too many of yall out there that I have given money to,but I never ask yu for a favor cus yu be buggin even tho yu owe me. I rather ask my mother for the money then here yu run yur mouth. Then theres those friends that I give advice to right,and they defy wat i said and get hurt in the end, like WTF!!I take yu guys advice but I tweak b/c majority of yu have bad judgement in some situations.

The infamous "LIST"!

We all have this list for something 'RIGHTTT'!

-->its like we all have one && i have a boo list. im trying to find Mr.Right,but im having a problem finding him.
I go through different dudes looking for that connection.Its like i know whatt i want but some things wrong with them.He has to be able to party with me && know how to have a good time you know.I dont want an imature little boy, I hate guys who play too much, im very irritable soo he hass to know what ticks me off. I shouldnt have to talk to him like im his mother, NOOO girl wants to do that on a constant basis.




Some guys actually catch my attention, but its like they have to be better than the last. I just want different. At the moment im trying to dissolve my boo list && find that one who's perfect, my friends think i never know what i want, but in reality i know exactly what i want. Im at my breaking point, i've decided that i need to figure out a different route to finding someone to hold me down. I've meet many dudes right so maybe i should just go on
dates and stuff and see how i vibe with them.Hopefully i'll find one that way.


Song of the Night: Tynisha Keli-i wish u loved me!

Getting Over Your Mate??

I know it's hard to do!!

I can relate to your problem. I have had several situations where
i couldn't get over a dude b/c i thought they were just too good to
be true so why let them go. But the truth is, I was to good to be true
for them. The guy took advantage of me, and took me for granted so i had
to learn that maybe the next guy deserved me. Ive been threw too many types.

But the one that made me the most insane, boy he was supposed to be a keeper
baby, however it didnt happen that way, we went through our trials and tribulations
and got through them all, BUT he chose to take another route so i had to try to
get over him, and it took me forever and a day to do that, im finally over him.

I then moved on to this other dude, he seemed real cool but a lil imature so he
needed a sprucing up. He was real sweet & gave the loveliest kisses. He hurt me
real deep, but for some reason he did so many good things that i think i should
give him a second chance. Im still on the prowl though cus Single life is great.
If he wants me then he gotta try to get me before one of the feens win my heart,

DONT YOU THINKK SO??




The Song Of The Night: Omarion- i get it in!